19-10-2016
What is letting go? I used to
ask myself a lot. I used to think it means saying goodbye to people or things
or putting an end to situations which make you feel worried, vulnerable. But
then I realized, letting go is holding the door open and watching people come
and leave. Sometimes, you feel pain when some of people are leaving. You want
to shut the door and keep them inside forever. So much great they have been and
so much great have been the moments that letting them out mean they will take
all that with them.
Or sometimes you want to shut the
door on someone’s face because they left the house. You don’t want to let them
in. But don’t.
Shutting the door before someone
leaves is fighting. Shutting the door after someone has left is running away.
Don’t fight nor run away. Letting go means holding the door open and if you
feel like crying because someone is going, cry. If you feel angry, be angry.
But nevertheless, keep the door open. Let those who want to come, come, those
who want to stay, stay and those who want to leave, leave.
If you make people to remain in the house
against their will, they will take revenge on you, unconsciously. Because it is
not their home, not everything is in the way they want. So, they will try to
convert your home into theirs. And then you will be restless. And you will
fight with them on the subject – ‘What is the best way for a home to be?’
Instead, let them go, let them
make their own home, let them be in it. So, even you can go to visit them at
their place, you can become their guest someday. And do not shut the door at
someone’s face, because it will be only you who is denying yourself great
moments.
Whole world has become hell
because someone is holding someone against their will. Husbands and wives,
girlfriends and boyfriends, friends…Schools holding children against their will,
religions holding people against their will…And thus the silly questions have
started…
‘Which religion is better than
other?’
‘Which nation is the best in the
world?’
‘Which is the greatest culture in
the history?’
‘What is the ideal character of a
man or a woman?’
‘How should a boy behave and how
should a girl behave and what is the right way of behavior between boys and
girls?’
‘What is the ultimate purpose of
life?’
‘How is sacrificing yourself for
others, society, nation the greatest
value?’
And so on…
But all these questions are as
silly as ‘What is the best way for a home to be?’…Because, there is not. There
is no best way to keep your hair, no best way of dressing…There is no best way
of nothing…Just let everyone leave and be at their own home so no one will care
about what is the ideal way of a home. They would be happy in their own homes.
What is wrong with the world? It
is in the fact that if two men say they hate each other and they want to kill
each other, they are ready to go to war, use missiles, nuclear bombs and
destroy people who are not even involved in the conflict in first place, then it
is okay for the society. They will help them, nurture their ego, and idolize
them. But if two men say that they love each other and want to embrace each
other gracefully and kiss each other and no harm is being done to anyone in
anyway, it is not acceptable. If one woman keeps other woman under her
domination, will, her daughter, daughter in law or anyone for that matter, it
is ‘the way it always has been’. But if two women say that they love each other
and they want to kiss each other, want to make love with each other, society
will condemn lesbians.
‘What is wrong with these
fucking idiots?’…
If a man wants to build his
muscles, tone his body and show off wearing shorts, it is okay. But if a woman
wants to tone her body, beautify her attributes…these fools start talking.
You think that everything is
happening out there between someone else, you are wrong. Everything is
happening right within you. We have become experts in blaming governments,
parents, teachers, leaders etc. We have become experts in pushing
responsibility on others.
First, you will have to look
inside to see, whom you are holding against will. Then you will realize which
foolish bastard is holding you against your will. The home that you are
fighting for is not your home in the first place. You are a prisoner. You have
been imprisoned for so long and in such a way that you have forgotten that it
is still a prison. You are not at home. You need to get out, get past some
foolish bastard.
Because the world is not confined
to the walls that you see. It is exactly outside. It is outside the prison that
you will find your home, your place, exactly suitable for you.
What are you waiting for?
Go and Let go!
Stand in the midst of chaos and
open your hands. Let everything slip away. Let everything lose. Then, what
remains is enough.
“Those who live in huts, dream
of having the palace. Those who live in palace, fear losing the palace. Those
who live…know that happiness has got nothing to do with the palace. It has got
to do with the losing the dream and the fear.’
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